Here is sumfin about love most people don't know, there's a diiference between loving the idea of someone and actually loving who they really are, atimes I wonder if its just the idea of her that I love or if its really her thats got me falling into pieces. #smh
As it may be, turns out am still not over her, its been over a year or two or maybe even more I don't care but I don't even wanna start from there. when am alone with my thots all can really think about is her, all the What if's all the maybe's all the hopes all the wishes and all the reminising over something that can't be and was never real.
call it love, call it lust call it a deep crush call it whatever would make you sleep better at night I really don't care. But seriously tho, how can one not love her? She's the most adorable creation of the lord almighty, I keep asking her if she was born on a sunday cos that might just explain it all... her perfect smiles, her Angel eyes , her perfect shape, she's a perfect human being. have you ever seen the way she walks, the way she talks, and most intrestingly is the way she thinks, she's the cutest creation of the Lord almighty. lol.
Newais I know that one day, just maybe one day wud gather the strength and get on with my life, have a life I mean, even tho the day is not in the nearest future and even tho I don't deserve someone as perfect as you. I just want you to know that I'd love you alwayz...
